My "baby". :(

My "baby" is growing up, and while I'm so happy and proud of what an awesome kid he is and what a fine young man he is becoming, it makes me so freaking sad! He's away this weekend, and I just don't quite know what to do with myself. He's celebrating his last weekend before the start of second grade at Camp Wyman. His first time away from home. I'm about to burst into tears right now. I miss him so much! He drives me up the freaking wall sometimes, but damn! I can't live without him!!!! *tear, *tear. :(