Confessions

I feel like I can't make any true, deep-down-secret type confessions on this blog. Too many people know about it, too many people I know read it. There's even a link to it from my MySpace page for Christ's sake. It just dawned on me that I need to make another blog where I can truly pour my heart out without worrying about who's going to read it.

Today was great! I had school all afternoon (I skipped my a.m. class), and contrary to most of the population, I absolutely love rain. I love thunderstorms, rain showers, cloudy skies- I actually prefer it over sunny days. I even pondered moving to Seattle just for that reason. It's raining now, and there's a definite chill in the air, but I have a few windows of my house wide open, just so I can enjoy the pitter-patter of the raindrops.

I've been told, and I think I'm finally starting to agree, that I get the hiccups more than anyone else in the world. I'm sure that's quite an exaggeration, but seriously. I get the hiccups at least ten times a day. I have 'em right now.

For the first time in a long time, I actually feel good about being single. Something keeps telling me that it's just not my time, and when I least suspect it, God will send that one special person into my life. I finally learned to stop pushing it and stop getting frustrated. I've actually learned to embrace being single. It's been nice to just have the time and energy to focus on myself. Focusing on myself has helped me become healthier- physically and mentally- and I'm excited to continue my progress.

I watched "No Country for Old Men" last night. I really liked it. It was quiet, and a bit bloody, but it was one of the better movies I've seen in a while.

I think I'm going to turn off the computer, turn off the tv, light a candle or two and fall asleep listening to the rain.